Mad Candy

This is a very hateful letter I gave to my exsayang wor... Candy's always sweet and nice and almost never bitter... but Candy's human too and she's sharing with you all how she izzz... when she is frustrated...


yeah

you could have just told me the truth in the first place na may sinusuyo ka
na... if I knew that, I would have not fought for us na... ginawa mo akong tanga
sobra... you made me feel like i'm the ugliest fungus in the world... you were
so duwag... you were just trying to appear clean with the breakup... I just
wished sinabi mo yon in my face and earlier and sana di mo tinakbuhan ang
pagkakamali mo... you would have saved me from agony sana.... and naka move on
na sana ako earlier!

but I am really happy I found this out ****, I have
always been faithful to you and you know that... I was all honest to you about
everything kahit mga temptations ko I tell it to you.. I open it up to you.. so
that you could have the chance to act upon it...

I hope you'll be happy
AND satisfied na with her... please don't break her heart like you did to
mine... if gagawin mo ulit sa kanya ang ginawa mo sa ex na pinagpalit mo sa
akin, na ginawa mo rin sa akin... I could not forgive you for this na... I felt
like I could share same shoes with your ex before me... I have never felt so
violated and disrespected in my entire life and ikaw pa of all people did that to
me!!!

Well good enough I found out you are like this... after all that I
have done for you... to treat me this way??? and to have no remorse from what
you did to me??? like parang wala kang puso at all....? and as if nothing happened.. you laughing away on the other building while I barely could comfort myself in shedding all of the unnecessary tears that dried out  my eyes... you are so selfish!

I always believed you were *perfect* and you were always perfect in my
eyes.... I would have died for you ****... I could have protected you and loved
you and died for you ganon kita ka mahal.... and I would do those not just
because I LOVEd you but because I Made a decision to be with you!!! decision!!! and you could not even stick to your promises! gosh, how you give up easily!!! and thanks
for letting me know you are not worth it at all.....

I am about to give
my love to someone who deserves it way way way much more than you do... and I
thank God for letting me meet someone unexpected ... unexpected and true... sana
lang nalaman ko dati pa the real reason behind our breakup di na sana ako
nagalit ng ganito.. sana naging smooth yong breakup at pareyo tayo happy... but
you are just so effin COWARD!


well yon... sorry nag unleash lang ako
ng sama ng loob sayo... Grabe ka kasi... you treated me like scum....
pinagsawaan na ulam... yes, you made me feel that way... and now...

tsk
tsk... you were not worth any tear that went out of my eyes.... and with this, I
could not forgive you na.. or forget.... coz you don't even feel remorse... like
as if you think I deserve this... well just think about the many things......
the many good things i did for you..... bad.....

you know me,,, i am
peaceful and i don't want to hate anyone... but I just want you to know that you
are the only exception... and I hate it coz it's just a burden to me rin but
know always that I hate what you did....

Treat her well please and don't
hurt her.... any woman ****, (even those who did wrong to you) do not deserve to
be treated the way you did to me, i tell you... kaya make a curious effort not
to hurt her... kase grabe ka manakit.... you can crash a soul.... an innocent,
willing, loving soul.... shame on you...

and you think I could forgive
you easily just like that... and your *sorry for being a jackass* doesn't sound
quite sincere... but why would you even care... parang wala ka namang conscience
kasi... correct me i am wrong nalang about that statement.. pero you have been
proving to me otherwise ever since....

But I'm thinking about tita
****, who was with me ng tinapon mo ko.... and if ever I would forgive you... I
could and it's bacause of her... I think I could manage to take away the hate I
feel for you right now, just because you have a loving mother.... and I love her
****... kaya... yon...

I just had to let it all out....


Right now, I don't think I had the proper closure... I'm the kind of person who wants no enemies. I am forgiving, but exceptions apply to difficult ones.

P.S. I would not have done this if he was kind with me with the break up.. if he was just honest in the first place.. I can't help but feel a little bit guilty.. but what the heck.. this is generally speaking to all men wiff no balls you better watch out...