YES... Smoking!!! yah-heeerrrd??!?! Shocked, aren't yah? Well here's my story... I have a new addiction... Now, I am not a coffee person.. but lately things are pretty hectic here at work and all... Plus, when I experienced depression late last year, I dared to try the things I hate... ruining myself you ask? not to that level but I was just looking for a certain kind of distraction... When I was depressed during the months of October and November, I attended this perfect event to give me an excuse to try smoking... I am not saying I am super hooked to smoking already right now... In fact, I don't think I am addicted to it... But something about it calms me... makes me think... makes me pause in my busy world for a while... and just either think blankly... rest my mind... or some wierd force of some sort enter my calm brain all of a sudden that give me ideas i need... So there... smoking... the one thing I hated the most in earth... entered my life... There are times at t...